it's not you i miss but the feeling i got hello? remember? Y2K? humans became extinct i don't know why i'm bringing this up it's pretty irrelevant at this juncture no matter how high we climb or vilify an experience in time's de-lusion nostalgia nabs an-other oasis stop runnnnnning leading, following moving all-together find your dol-drum if only... we could just... go back, for one day just to kiss those lips i can't remember what it tasted like i wake up so thirsty on some foam, sore never thinking irrational actually Does it doesn't. been alive a very long bite and before that i was a car-hop hot dog, maybe just the right amount of grease and piggy guts, to make a human . the toxical womb of some smoke-stack born me, as exhaust . selfish in nauseation he bailed every "hey" into a kid-napper's creepy, white van so, i was just like, dude? every time he gets "sad" the phone drops dead the cord slithers towards wrists whispering, hissss, hissss wants to wrap-choke-cough you can't bind a ghost, dear and from blood to sea fists unclench, comma slip right in- i'm vulnerable again tepid and clean as long as i "hate" you, i know i can still feel the relief brings panic and when i look down the pills stare up doe-eyed, sweet the exorcism lasts a few warm hours it's called devil's night in detroit- my house was egged the day i was born.